Something Wonderful

To be true, I’m totally in love with today although last night I slept at 3!

My paper went smoothly today. Had a nice conversation with my Abah. I was complaining about my Math but he just cheered me up with his cranky jokes. But still he keeps stressing me to score As for my exams. Nevertheless, I feel like getting an A for Maintenance, with God’s willing lah kan cause I’ve tried my very best, study and keep study. I really want him to be proud to have me as his daughter. Yes, I’ve failed once, when I didn’t get the best result for SPM and I made him frustrated with me. I’ve waste 5 years in MRSM and the sad part is, I’ve never scored 3.5 and above CGPA for him. Anugerah Pengetua memang tak pernah dapat, hence I want to make him proud of me when I’ve graduated for my diploma program later, by being in the Dean’s list. Kalau dulu waktu Graduasi Form 3 and Form 5 I wasn’t in the list for Anugerah Pengetua but Insyaallah waktu graduation diploma nanti, I’ll be in the Dean’s list, Abah. That’s my promise to you! I’ll make you proud to own me. Nevermore frustration from me! :)

On the other hand, I just got a news that me and family is going for a holiday this January! This is a great news since my dad is so busy with his work and keeps travel here and there. Nevertheless, now he’s available for us. The last time we went for a holiday was end of April. We went to Pangkor Island Beach Resort. A private resort for their guest only, you go there by their own boat, having a nice holiday at the resort and then they’ll send you back to the mainland. It was a fascinating place and our room was in front of the beach so we could see the sunset and sunrise. I miss the place and the delicious foodss too!

This is my favorite place at the resort, the Spa. Nama Ariyani kot. I’ve forgotten the name! ;p



This is also a link to my previous post about my last holiday. Got some vids.

Ooh, I’m so excited to go for a holiday and I can’t wait to finish up my exams, 3 more to go and also I’m looking forward to watch The Princess and The Frog tomorrow night!



Till then bye! Huggies & Kisses!! Power Electronics, I’m coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eyh, wait I wanna get shower and have dinner with baby dulu then I'll go you okay Power E! ;p

Burning the midnight oil

The exam fever has already started. My first paper was on last Monday and it was sucked! I’m surely can’t maintain an A for math in my diploma certificate because of this semester’s math. I thought I was the only who barely do it but there are few friends more. Kimy told me that he left 7 questions and Wawa also left few questions while Hana and Hajar gave up on Vector and did the Laplace Transform question. I was so frustrated and went to indulge myself with Banana Split while waiting my baby to come and save up my day. After had dinner with him, I went straightly to watch New Moon at Sunway with my friend. We were late but then the movie was breathtaking! Truly, I’m not a big fan of Twilight series though I’ve read the books but then the second movie is good and I’m kinda love it. I wanna watch it again though. ;)

Actually, I was studying before I ended up blogging. Why? Because I’m so stressed to shallow all those term. Tomorrow at 1045 am, I’ve Maintenance and Repairing Electronic Devices paper. It’s all about Hi-Fi System, Home Theater, Sound engineering, DVD, VCD and all. Ouh, this is so not me though! While on Thursday, I’ll be sitting for Power Electronic paper. And this is a truly nightmare cause this module is an elective module I chose it and now I regretted it. The main reason of me hating this module because the lecturer was damn fucking lazy to teach us and we don’t have any sources to refer to. So macam mana nak jawab exam. Hentam kromo saja? WTF!

Honestly, I could predict that my result wouldn’t be as good as before. Maybe I can’t maintain 3.5 above like I did before. I really want to score the perfect one so that I can cut some years in degree program later. Degree ooh degree. I really hope that I can continue my degree in mid 2010 cause insyaallah my diploma program will be finished by May 2010, according to the schedule lah.

Anyway, I wanna share you a picture of my study’s table. As usual, my place is full with papers and foooodss! Speakers pun tungang langgang atas Printer and Pringles is needed here because I love munching some food while studying! ;)



And jeng jeng jeng, this is my loyal companion who keeping me up when I’m sleepy. Hehe. This mr.belang-belang is a gift from my dearest sis, Siti for my 20th birthday. He is so naughty and fluffy! I love to pinch on his stomach when I sad. Hehe.



Last but not least, a picture of mine that I took while I was having lunch with my friend at McD Jusco. Muka baru bangun tidoq jelas kelihatan! ;p



Ouh, I better signing off now. Got tones more to study. Wish me luck peeps! *ayayayayaya*

I was just awaken from my sweet dreams. I got to say that my sweet dreams that I had last couple of weeks were enough to make me smile every time I think about it. but it still the sweet dreams and when we are awake from it, we just realize that it was a nightmare but a beautiful one, just like Beyonce’s song that I post last night. Although I said in the last post I don’t wanna wake up from my sweet dreams but this morning I just realize that I need to. To stop be in the wonderful unthinkable fairytale that will only last in just few times not forever.

I wouldn’t say that I am not sad, yes I am so upset with this but I need to remind myself that from the moment I started to put myself in the sleep that give me a gateway to my sweetest dreams, I’ve already told myself that one day when the reality strikes there will be no more sweet dreams. So I shouldn’t be so upset right. Perhaps me and you had already known that one day this thing will definitely gonna happen to us. Just put the fake curve on your face so that people around you will think that you had the best life and people will get envy towards you! and you will always be in my prayers, five times a day and I know you can survive without me. I’m sorry I’m no longer can be your guidance and I want you to move on in your life. Do what you need to do, ignore the others who always make you upset and put you down. Remember that although I’m no longer with you, you’ll always be in my heart and no one can ever replace you.

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare?

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you!!!!


No body in this whole world knows me better than you,
No body in this whole world treats me patiently like you do,
No body in this whole world could make me flying into the sky in just in the blink of the eyes.
It's only YOU! You're just the bestest drug ever!

Guilty Pleasure

Today is so great though. So much fun with so limited time. I am indeed happy with all this wonderful joy. Every hard things and burdens seem to be a small matter when your happy level has reached at the highest top! What I can say is I just love my current life without thinking any possibility of I might not maintain my 3.5 above result in final exam and I might lose my boyfriend. Full stop.

Chillax girl!

jam : 330 pagi

ouh, I just awaken from a very looooooooog sleep. Last night the whole night I didn’t sleep cause I was finishing my report for Final Year Project Presentation and Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. I was a little bit happy and my test for Power Electronic pun quite well although I didn't study at all. I've no time yoou!

Reached home at 3pm then I just dozed off! Awaken at 530pm by a phone call, then I tido balik until 6pm, showered and ate some boring biscuit. I was contemplating about something actually. Something was bothering my mind until Anis become worried about me. Sorry dear, I just can’t stop thinking about what is happening to my life currently. I'm so confused.

Then at 7pm I went for a dinner kejap balik at 730pm I terus tido balik until 2am tadi. My day is so tiring! I bangun pun sebab I need to get done my Maintenance Lab Report. *sigh* Banyak sangat2 kerja! The reason I'm writing right now is I wanted to print out the lab report but my cartridge has run out of ink and my housemates are sleeping so macam mana nak print? Tomorrow nak hantar dah! Gosh, apesal macam2 benda dalam kepala nih???!!

Anyway, I'm missing someone but somehow there's so many obstacle to get us connected. Why? Is that a sign or what??!

Off to bed now, my back is hurting. I guess it is because my body is really tired. daaaaaa!

Mari lihat gambar saya!

soalan : kenapa upload gambar itu sebesar-besarnya???

jawapan : saya gedik syok-syok nak upload gambar vain sendiri! *miahahahaha*

duhh!!!!!!

Tomorrow I'll be having a presentation on my final project, "Propeller Clock". Gosh, I'm so damn scared and nervous. It's gonna be at 930 am and at 1230 pm, I've Power Electronic's test. This is so like shit cause I don't have time to study cause I need to finish up on my final project's report. Last night I slept at 330 am and made my eyes become an owl eyes this morning. and ouh, last night I was crying for almost 3 hours and my housemates were freaking out to talk with me. This morning they were saying "aimi, hg ok ka?".. haha. I'm fine darlings but.............. arrgh, forget about it!

Anyway, I'm damn excited for next week. My week gonna be good cause most of hard part for this sem gonna be gone sooon!!! *yeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaa*

me is so sleepy thus I'm gonna take a looong nap now! chio~

Let's ride in!

Terasa happy dan seronok. Rasa tenang sebab I'm not the only who feels it. I just got the answer from tones of questions that had been disturbing my mind last night. I rasa happy lah! Rasa seronok! I ingat I sorang je asyik fikir benda tu tapi I'm not the only one. :) Tapi I rasa takut jugak sebab I takut ia akan pergi lagi. I tak nak ia pergi. I suka macam sekarang walaupun salah tapi I suka. Can you just stay and don't go away? Could you? I know one day things wouldn't be this happy again but I'm used to it, we used to it! That's US! The normal us, so let's have some fun while the happy moment is here. Just go with flow but still I'm hoping for the best!

and ouh, even I've posted this video kat Facebook tapi I nak letak kat sini jugak sebab lagu ni ada maksud yang tersirat!




"Ride it, we’re all alone...
Ride it, just loose control...
Ride it, Ride it, come touch my soul...
Ride it, Ride it, let me feel you...

Ride it, turn the lights down low...
Ride it, from head to toe...
Ride it, Ride it come touch my soul...
Ride it, Ride it, let me feel you..."

I think you know what I mean, don't you? This is the reason why I act that way the other night! :)

You know what, I just love Jay Sean not only because he has a nice voice but because of his sexiness. Gosh, I'm so in love with this man since I listened to Stolen 4 years ago!




Toodles everybody! Have a great weekend!!